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an endless struggle against those 24 hours..everyday..every minute..every second..tryin to organise life..priortise activities...new plans, new strategies every single mornin... the best part of this whole thing being "it jus never works"..!!!

Sunday, March 26, 2006

jus random...

its not d same...n i don know y but yeh, i do miss those good ol' times a lot...the past one year's been jus so fast yet so eventful...all those wonderful moments, those amazin moments jus faded away before i could capture them, before i could realize their worth...after livin in virtual solitude for so long, life couldn't have been more happenin for me !!!...but it was all jus too fast for me to grasp it...to feel knw how much ppl loved me..to sense how much i meant to someone...to judge whether my actions would hurt anyone...to simply realize that it would be one of the most beautiful memories i would treasure forever..f.o.r.e.v.e.r....

n then all of a sudden..it jus goes away like a dream...don knw how...don knw when..but yeh..it's gone !!!

life's changed a lot...ppl have changed a lot...n me ?...yeh, i'm also tryin to change !!!...tryin hard to be like them...act like them..but yeh, its jus not that simple for me...
ppl r not the same anymore...that warmth's not there...that feelin of selflessness is not there...that genuinity in their hearts...nah...it's jus not there...
n that has made me so judgemental...it's jus too hard for me now, even to take a compliment...ha..i can myself laugh on that..but it's true....d feelins r not there neither r those emotions..don knw y but jus can't open up now...'m jus too scared of loosin wat i haven't even earned yet..n maybe thats d reason i haven't...
i wanna go back in time... wanna be with d same ppl... wanna share d same warmth n love... i jus wanna be the same ol' "me"...d same ol' "me".....

quite easy to say as always, but yeh still to accept it.....
" Life's Unfair, Deal with iT "

6 Comments:

Carol Ferro said...

Preet, life goes on... People change, you change... and time does not come back! It’s always up to you to make life meaningful. The selflessness inside of you can irradiate. But be aware that YES people selfish and live is many times unfair. And that’s why it’s up to you to look at it on the good side and make it different. Don’t ever give up!!! Promise?
Good to know you are writing!
Beijo,
Carol

6:35 AM  
adriana said...

Hey sweetie!

That's good to think about life, because i know many peolple don't and don't realize what they are doing and why..
your text could be a nice songtext...hihi

much love adriana

12:39 PM  
Justyna said...

Preet,
so nice to read your words!! sometimes it's better to express your flow of thoughts through sentences, and in the course of time you will feel relief..Whetehr life is unfair or not, carry on your job and life ( as all experiences enrich your life)
hugs and kisses,
take care
justyna

1:05 PM  
Nick said...

Hey!! Great to see you have a blog.

Maybe it's a good lesson to learn...people are not always nice like that. But in the long run I think that knowledge deepens ones understanding of people and their complexity. And it may not only be the people, it could be the situation too. But either way you're obviously learning from this experience :)

On the other hand, clearly no one is as cool as we all were!!

nick xxx

4:51 PM  
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5:00 PM  
KD said...

Time changes a lot of things but always cherish the gud memories u have :Dnd dunt chg ur self coz of other s .Ur a gr8 individual dont chg it :D
KD

9:50 PM  

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