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an endless struggle against those 24 hours..everyday..every minute..every second..tryin to organise life..priortise activities...new plans, new strategies every single mornin... the best part of this whole thing being "it jus never works"..!!!

Wednesday, June 14, 2006

Be a Rebel !!!!


Change is definitely d flavour of life !!! "Change"...Indeed...d word itself sounds so refreshin to me....n i jus cant live without it !!!
life wud be so borin without it..so monotonous...n somewhere down the line it affects our efficieny too..to a gr8 extent i guess...life bcomes borin..so does d work..u feel lazy all d time..no motivation..no enthu...n yeh, den u jus don knw how time passes by n haven't even done a single bit of wat u planned to !!! n dis feelin of guilt is jus so not good..................

well....i always do things that aren't everyone's favourite....i hate to do things dat're common...ha..dat's y i hate to wear d common branded clothes...coz they all gt d same pattern..n man i'm so fussy abt it !! y shudn't we ?? we got to look different frm others...we gt to feel different..we got to BE different !!!!!!

for past quite sometime, i was feelin as if d time wheel has jus skipped past a few decades...dis borin monotonus life made me feel so OLD !!! yeh..old..dats d word..funny i knw...
so as always...a strange idea cropped up in my mind !!! i knw dis idea wud jus not be easily digestable by my family....naah !!! dey wudnt jus accept !! bt as always i'm d one to cut d ribbon...coz u knw, it's always d first time....
so after i guess 18 yrs, i got short hair...yeh..almost d same as i had wen i was two...ha..i looked strange fr d first few days...i mean yeh, wasnt used to dis look of myself !!!
won't go into d religious intracacies of shud i have or shud i haven't done it..bt in d end, yeh i was happy...n dats wat matters....coz if i'm happy, i can keep others happy around me...took sometime fr my parents to digest it..to get used to seein me without my manes....
d main concern of my parents was my turban !! dey feared i wud move away frm my culture..my identity...ha...bt dat wud never happen ??
sometimes its kinda funny (n frustratin too, wen u'e asked d same question 10 times a day)..dat y i gt my hair cut wen i'm still gonna wear my turban....maybe dey think i did it fr d looks..huh !! wat else can embellish a person's personality n looks more dan wat a nicely tied turban does !! i love my turban n my culture !! proud to be a TURBANATOR !!!

obvioulsy, my rebelious acts arent gonna get me a garland of roses frm my relatives bt i guess i've kinda stopped carin abt it...who's gt d time to think on dese things...live d way u feel comfortable without troublin or harmin others...wat's d fuss !!!

ha..i kinda feel somewat statisfied n content of all d things i've done..most of which my family was against, in d beginnin bt yeh, wid time, wen dey gt to see d reasons...dey understood....main thing being..if i believed in somethin, i followd it honestly..y to fake up things wen u don believ in dem !!

in nutshell................

"believe in wat u live for.....n live wat u believe for"

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