Random mOOOd sWinGs !~!!!!!

jus another one of dose random moooood swings !! n i so hate dem !!!!! y y y !? i never used to hv dem earlier! is it jus a part of growin up...if it is, i dn wanna grow up !!! i dn want dis kinda life !

bt is dere any use cribbin abt it !! i jus gtta gt used to it !!

in infy...at present...do coding all day..listen to lectures...den jus change n run to d gym..come bck..study more codin...den sleep bck! dis is nt d kinda life i want !!! bt do u gt wateva u ever desire fr...

bt den again..is money d onli factor dats keepin me here !! i myself dn knw...n dats basically d whole prob wid me..i never knw anythin abt my ownself!! n dat jus pisses me offf !! badly !!!!!!!!!

IT is definitely nt fr me...i wanna go bck into music..gt serious abt it ! go bck to d same old routine of gttin up at 6 n goin fr d vocal classes...singin d 'sur's' all d time...wasnt dat easy..bt still, made me content !!!!

n i guess..dats more imp in life ! being happy d way u're livin...isnt abt hw ur living , always !!!!

" earn money fr life...bt dn spend d whole life fr money...though...i've jus begun..god bless me!"